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Sunday, May 18, 2008
haha hello!Okay so i confess, the last 2 posts has been a little something of a thing called teenage angst. hahaha and i sooooooo am not a fan of it, therefore i have removed them, so that I wont be reminded and can move on. in any case, i have seen the light! Well i suppose MY life is supposed to be about ME, and less importantly, my online journal is also supposed to be about me, so why should i let someone so... unimportant (comparatively to me haha!) take over my life? nono, things are supposed to be about me. to me anyway (: thought things over and i realised things arent really that big, i am small, other people are even smaller. and stupid incidents will only really matter now, because i deem it important, but well you two arent even worth that. i am! and people who matter are, so nyahnyah, i will not care anymore! hahaha and i suppose i can let you, oh shallow one, tell all the lies about me to the world. i cant change you, i cant change the people who allow themselves to listen to you, but i can not be bothered by you. because... you're not even worth anything. haha, maybe some disgust on my part, but no more than that. and, i can allow people's perception of me to change after hearing the lies you've said, if they believe you it only goes to show that they obviously dont know me or have no mind of their own. either way, they're not worth any of my time or effort. And if my friends change their perception of me, well then maybe they arent really my friends. and i dont need them. friends always matter a great deal, people's perception matter a great deal at this point in time but if you really think about it its what you think of yourself that really matters, isnt it. i pride myself in being a good friend to someone if things work both ways, and sometimes even not. that's my character and i think, i dont need anyone to tell me how i should be, and even more so, shallow stupid opinions (: things really arent that big. yes so i have seen the light! i actually feel very much better about myself hahaha :D okay! so i have been feeling better these days haha no more vomitting! although headache happens and the drowsy medicine sucks ): but my mummy said i could stop eating the medicine last night so my sister decided to bring me out hohoho, so last night was movie, secret recipes and kfc with my sisters and it was good fun. Made of Honour is really nice, haha a typical chick flick if you like but it leaves you feeling oddly happy, hahaha :D i was feeling very happy, and somewhat dreamy after the movie i think its the dempsy effect, patrick dempsy was so hot! ahahaha :D and so sweet awww. the ending was terribly predictable though, but ah.. happy ever after (: i like the girl too, she's really pretty. "you can go with the guy in tiny shorts!" hahaha, funny. i would umm buy the dvd! i guess. hahah the best show to watch after watching morbid stuff like sweeny todd. a real feel good movie! :D my sister flew off to japan this morning, aww. she didnt stay home though, she'll be gone for 3 weeks! no more slacker buddy during weekends hahaha :D to slack around and watch tv with. hmm but i hope she has fun though! :D she set up the webcam so that we can talk to her and im gonna give her a list of what i want from japan! :D i still want a sakura. hahahahah and dvds and such. OHHHHHHHHH MY SISTER'S FRIEND, HE HELPED US GET ALL 10 SEASONS OF FRIENDSSSSSSSS HAHAHAHAHAH awesome! she's gonna come back with them. friends is the best!!! :D my holidays has been planned! watch friends all day long. mmm so far i have 3 r and rs to go and... bio sia. need to meet up with the rest for chi sia i think, bella didnt confirm. i shall finish everything by today! then chi sia tmr. bio sia is terrible i dont even know what to do. ohwell i hope sabbats work out fine next week! all in all i think ill be having a good time :D 12:08 PM |
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