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Saturday, January 12, 2008
heyy, so the next post wasnt that far away after allanyhow, im back early from trng today so yeah i decided to blog. blogblogblog, there's getting lesser and lesser to talk about hmm. anyway, so im in danger of losing my glove. my (pretty) new silverback, damn it. i really hope someone kept it in the storeroom because if i lose it, its not funny. freak im always losing my things, not my wallet or handphone or anything (whoa shit, later i lose it tmr) like all my important more likely to be stolen stuff arent lost, yet all the random really weird things get lost! i lost ONE side of my pair of havaianas, and i lost my new pair of boots! not exactly new, it was a newmodel but it was getting old so yeah. who would steal a pair of boots and one frigging slipper. and now, possibly my glove too! im not saying anything, just that its more likely to be stolen than lost because its in the bs and everyone recognises my glove. ): i really hope its there when i check it on monday, please be there! i would lose 5 bucks willingly for it to be in the storeroom! please please be there why am i slacking, i have alot of work to do. i need to go to the library and i was spsd to but i was too lazy ): oh nooooooo today's been a bad day! yknow, i think my mp3 can sense my mood hahahahaha im serious! like when im crazy high or happy it plays crazyloud madsenseless songs(like accidentally in love and um, all those hellogoodbye songs) . and then just now when i was scared thinking about my glove and well, some other stuff it played all the slow "rainyday" songs hahaha. like yknow, the kind of songs movies play when... i dunno, someone died or sth. hahahaha no im joking, like boston, BADDAY etc. so anyway, what's been happening. nth much really, haha i visited my grandma yesterday and we (my sister and i) took all the little kiddies down to play/buy stuff. haha everytime we bring them down we must buy sth for them, waste money. so yeah it was like some mad lift (when we were in the lift la) haha one tiny tot (GIDEONNN :D) janae, gregory and yan? hahaha i dunno whats her name. actually we wanted to bring ashton down too but he was um, shitting. hahahaha damn gross, we were like: me: eh ashton damn cute i wanna carry him! sister: haha ya damn cute okay lets bring him down, you want?! me: okok! *then we spent the next few mins gushing over him, carrying him and asking my aunt if we can bring him down aunt: huh you want to bring him down? can lor, but he's shitting me: wahlao eh damn gross, you carry!!! sister: huh shitting meh, i cant smell it... me: check his butt la see if he did sister: wahlao eh damn smelly, okay dont carry alr hurry put down! haha idiotic. anyway, yes. was pretty damn shagged last night came home from my grand's place and just fell asleep. well obviously i bathed first. so yeah, my grandma was pretty antisocial last night! so sad haha, we dismantled the christmas tree haha ohman im only 15 and im getting bored of life! i wish singapore was more interesting ): my sister says thats just how it is but if this is really all there is, its so sad! i wanna come out from my backyard and see a horse, look out of my window and see grass and um kangaroos, walk a few steps and find a decent hill, i wanna have sth to do other than sitting here blogging cos im wasting my life away! my sis also says the coolest people are those who dont need to go out and can just stay home and do their stuff, so im not cool ): i shall migrate. when i grow up. so anyway trng today, snrs came and the field was at its worst. hm then we had lunch tgt at coro, its been a long time since we last had lunch like that haha, well okay so i said in my last post that it doesnt matter even if i suck skillwise at softball now i think it does! im so fickle oh. my throw is so floaty, pitch is worse, batting is worse than average. and then coach was talking to us today and he was talking about season and it was bad ): i mean its been a long time since i last thought about competitive softball, like really competitive. considering how bdiv season 07 ended in april or sth last year. then coach was talking about all the getting your head in the game, nationals being the most important, all the tournament talk all over again. oh he also didnt forget to mention how we didnt get into finals last year. haha, so yeah im not saying anything, just that ive been pretty out of touch with real competition so it felt weird. i thought. i never felt this way before! oh man. all this time its been throwing batting pitching, even if its like shit you'll go "aiya nvm, very long never do alr so this is okay" but now season's gonna start like next next week. or at the very least next month and im not in competition mood yet, at all! and looking at how horrible my skills are right now, hm. i hope i improve fast enough though. my shoulder hurts like crazy, it cracks everytime i throw. and in the past i used to be able to throw fast, pitch fast whenever i want to. but now hard as i try i cant, everything that comes out is just average, just like the pitch or throw right before. i used to take my skills, whatever i had then, being able to throw and pitch and bat at least decently for granted and now i just want it back. of all times, i cant afford to go into slump now, not right now. sigh okay enough ranting, gotta have dinner so hopefully next blogpost's soon enough, see ya im so whacked. what's gotten into you? 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